how much more are you going to hide from me?
i don't like what i keep finding out.

giving you what ever you need cause of love.
like what claire said.
its a sacrifice.
just giving in and giving in.
until you have nothing to give.
until you're nothing left.
nothing but an empty shell.
is that what you want to be?

if you say that this is love then so be it.
i hope this is the light you see.
but please.
don't let it consume you and eat you alive.

i don't want you to become someone you don't know.
i don't want you to be hollow.
i don't want to see despair in your eyes.
i don't want to lose you.


you think she knows me better?
how could you?
you should know that you got my trust.
every single bit of it.
she knows me longer doesn't mean that she knows me better.
she's seen sides of me you haven't see.
that i'm not willing to let you see.
we've been through things together.
things that make a friendship stronger.
and i've been through some with you.
what she and i have is something more superficial than what we have.
i trust you with everything.
and even though i don't know if you do the same.
thats all you need to know.
kinda like soulmates don't you think.
you're the missing piece to a puzzle.
and its complete.
you of all people should know that i need you.
in more ways than one.